busymommyx4's Journal, 04 August 2012

So despite the Depakote working (for awhile, anyway) Jakie is back to having seizures :( Dh's brain is showing no signs of seizure activity, however his depression has gotten wayyyyyyyyyyyy worse :*( Try to go grocery shopping and all the kids want is junk junk JUNK! They DO ask for some fruit, thank God, but not much :*( All they want are chips and cookies and candy and soda...things that, if they are here in the apt., guess what? Mommy's gonna eat/drink them too! :*( At my most recent Dr appt. I discovered that I now suffer from high bp (140/94 at the beginning of the appt., down slightly (132/92) at the end of the appt. Also am now pre-diabetic. Could both have been prevented? Possibly. However, both mom and dad suffer from high bp and I had gestational diabetes while preggers w/both Jacob and Jerald, so that one could have been just a matter of time. Who knows?
Went to Lake Manawa Beach today w/the kids, dh and my parents. Beautiful, gorgeous, PERFECT beach day. But guess who wore lightweight sweat pants and a tshirt? Yep, yours truly. Because I have absolutely ZERO confidence. Wish I COULD BE more confident in this skin I'm in. But I fear that until I am losing weight -- and that it SHOWS -- I will not be confident :*(



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