x3beckaboo's Journal, 27 May 2018

I am very embarrassed at how much I have fallen off and gained back. but I am taking responsibility of it by posting it here. I am mad and frustrated at how often I gave into my cravings and how much I just let go. It is no ones fault but my own. I was fighting my mind every single day telling me I was never gonna get to my goals. Never gonna see myself the way I wanted to and look where it got me. Always lessons to be learned. And I'm still learning mine. I'm still learning that I need to trust the process and believe in myself. My mind is the cause of my own destruction. here's to moving on from here. heres to moving forward and getting back to the process. Any encouraging words would be appreciated.

314.8 lb Lost so far: 38.4 lb.    Still to go: 150.8 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.