jimmiepop's Journal, 23 June 2018

Lift Day Weigh-in
54 Days on Cut; 12 on Final Sprint
7.5 Days Fasted*


54 DAYS:....10.9% @ 182.0# = 19.8# Fat & 31.50" Waist...
GOAL:...........9.8% @ 184.5# = 18.0# Fat & 30.88" Waist...
GAP:.............1.1%.......................1.8# Fat &...0.63" Waist


10.9% and 19.8# fat both represent new personal bests, for which I am grateful.

Visible progress pretty much daily at this point. Remaining tangible fat - lower back and lower abs - is gushy and hard to measure. Cannot recall ever seeing myself look this lean. Hitting PRs in every measurement (except strength) almost daily. Waist dropping very rapidly, which I assume is because it is simply the last fat to go and I finally cut hard enough to get to it. Getting closer to finished by the day, and never previously been closer, but never cease to be amazed that underneath the layer of fat I just peeled off, there is yet another deeper layer...

I have managed to sort out weight training (reduced volume), cardio (LISS), and Track Day while fasted. Pretty much working out daily, but take a day off when I feel the need, completely sans self recrimination. Comically, training schedule more robust now than when I was eating.

Make no mistake. This is a grind (for me). Every step - getting up in the morning, brushing teeth, getting off the couch, dressing for the gym, requires mindful effort. Occasionally, I get in the zone and become productive for a bit, but that is NOT my core fasting experience. The euphoria and etc. that others have reported largely escapes me. Working out, especially the cardio endorphins, can be a welcome reprieve, but for me it has been only momentary. I want to fcukin eat. Period. Lethargy, simplemindedness, impatience, and periodic waves of negativity are a large chunk of my daily experience. Hoodie on and up to minimize interaction....

Last night I had decided I was done. Hit this morning's weigh-in. Lift. Eat. That was the plan. Somehow, that shifted with last evening's trip to the gym for cardio.
Not sure how. Ran into a gym buddy who has been on extended travel to the Middle East and hadn't seen for months. Caught up. Only got a couple miles in and no ab work or sauna. Gym closed. Had to bounce without even a shower. Truthfully, was kind of grateful for the excuse to blow off the workout. Sat in my car looking at the Perfect Pita (thankfully closed) and fantasizing about a Chicken Hummus Veggie. Or 9. And thinking that I was done and could have that and anything else I wanted post weigh-in this morning.

So out of nowhere, I was kinda hit with this feeling of gratitude for all the sh^t that has gone my way this week. Fast aside, it could have been a monumental sh^t show, and turned out to be only a minor shit show. Really minor. As I was driving out of the gym parking lot, for some reason the words of this Navy Seal I once heard speak (name escapes) popped into my head. He said that one of the things he learned from BUDS is that at the moment when you dig deep inside and just know that you are done - have absolutely nothing more to give - the truth is that you are not even close to done. At most, you're only 50% of truly done...

Cardio & Abs - Every Day, both Lift and Rest Days
Lift - EOD. Heavy weight; low reps. No penalty work for misses.
Swamp Ass - Litre a Day minimum; more as needed.
Diet - ...

Diet Calendar Entry for 23 June 2018:
3011 kcal Fat: 142.02g | Prot: 115.50g | Carb: 336.28g.   Dinner: Publix Ground Chuck 80/20, Butter (Salted), Hard Rolls (Includes Kaiser), Ely Red Sauce (2 Cans Puree = 7 Cups = 56 oz; 1 serving = 1 Cup), Barilla PLUS Angel Hair Multigrain Pasta. Snacks/Other: Butter (Salted), 100% Whole Wheat Pita Bread, Checkers Chili Cheese Dog, Whole Milk, Quaker Simply Granola Oats, Honey & Almonds, Roasted Broiled or Baked Chicken Thigh (Skin Eaten), Mahatma Jasmine Rice, Kroger Unsalted Peanuts. more...

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GREAT post man! I feel you on every word! My heart goes out to you on the "euphoria" issue. Simply, I am not lifting ANYTHING NEAR what you are lifting. I am an old guy with low testosterone. My hardest workouts is my jogging at a 12 mile a minute pace. This gives me a energy boost during and after. Our experience is just different :( Anyway, you have had a mega run so far. Congratulate yourself. Be kind to yourself. You did good. Keep your perspective :) :) - - I was able to get my ass out of bed, act right, pick up my weights because I had *you* in my head saying #Gringtime! #LetsGo! Hahaha  
23 Jun 18 by member: adefwebserver
Your real! Thanks. I don't and never have gotten that euphoria, push. Like you, I have to push to move. That included when I was weight training and lifting like a mad woman😂 Glad that pita shop was closed! Have a great weekend! 
23 Jun 18 by member: jenjabba
Dude look at your weight chart: https://bit.ly/2txPsNg the damn thing is practically a vertical line! Haha mine started to look like that, but, then I took in too many carbs and F#%@#d refeeding EVERY weekend. But, now, I'm inspired to get my fasting cranked up! 
23 Jun 18 by member: adefwebserver
I'm back to fasting tomorrow. 
23 Jun 18 by member: minitata
@jen Real AF as the kids say. ;) Thanks! Appreciate you.  
23 Jun 18 by member: jimmiepop
@adef Thanks, brother. Appreciate you and your putting me on this path. Have a glorious refeed. I know I'm going to! BTW - I suspect I've got you beat on age. Never lifted (other than HS sh^t) until my 40s. Fcukarounditis until I found Leangains a few years ago.  
23 Jun 18 by member: jimmiepop
@mini Let's go! #grindtime #justdonteat  
23 Jun 18 by member: jimmiepop
@jimmiepop - In two months I turn 50 :) I-am-old :) :) 
23 Jun 18 by member: adefwebserver
49 is a distant memory...  
23 Jun 18 by member: jimmiepop
(sigh) What you're older than me?? Now I have to step up my game (again) :) 
23 Jun 18 by member: adefwebserver
Jimmiepop, as part of the "contemplation" phase of my effort this time, i read a book on self-discipline and it quoted the stat your guy said. the SEALs use it for training. Namely, that when you feel completely spent, you are only at 40% capacity, leaving 60% to go. (It is called the 40% rule or some such). I literally think of it every day at minute 12 on helga! 
23 Jun 18 by member: jengetfit123
What an inspirational message! Love it! Cheering you on jimmiepop!  
23 Jun 18 by member: Becc@
so excited and happy for you jimmiepop! you are a rockstar!! 
23 Jun 18 by member: crystalcoker
jimmie you kill it every single day! Love it! 
23 Jun 18 by member: g_ortegam
Good read. Got me inspired. I'm amazed with how you made this happen.  
24 Jun 18 by member: Diddlee

     
 

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