Depressions are tough to handle.
We lose focus, we lose the will power to want to do what we're supposed to. We move less, we eat more, and we know it is wrong. This makes us MORE depressed.
I hope you find your way through the jungle - the is a wonderful beach at the end of it, and it's worth fighting to get there.
Remember that exercise makes your brain release endorphins. You actually get happier and in a better mood, lift the depression, when you work out.
The best thing you can do for yourself while you are dealing with these issues is to work out.
Maybe try to find someone to join you at a gym, or make is a mission to do something every day. Schedule it. Plan it. Commit.
Remember that eating bad foods when feeling bad will eventually make you feel even worse. It's NOT the solution. Moving more IS the solution. It makes you happy afterwards, and THAT is what counts.
I know, it's easier said than done. But it CAN be done, even with a depression. Like you said, you have come so far, and you just have a little more to go.
You're already past the middle of the jungle. It's too late to turn around. Keep going, keep your focus. Take small steps in the right direction.
I hope the best for you, my friend.
"Losing weight is never about eating as little as possible"
"You wouldn't worry so much about what others think of you if you realized how seldom they do.
― Eleanor Roosevelt
"Do. Or do not. There is no trying."
- Master Yoda.
From October 4th 2010 to April 3rd 2012 I lost half my body weight - 80 kilos/170 lbs. Since then, I have had two cosmetic surgeries to remove excess skin. I have now quadrupled my strength, gained several kilos in muscle mass, and today I focus on building muscle, optimizing my diet, and living healthy. I am stronger, healthier, thinner, happier!