Is It Worth It

I have been over weight for a long time.I am trying to be a good mom and wife.But fear keeps getting in my way, so I continue to battle my weight everyday.If I lose my weight what will people say? will they still talk to me and treat me the same way? will I lose the friends that I have? will they be jelous because I am fit? I heard once when your thin people notice you more and more my question is what was wrong with me before? oh yeah I have a pretty face and a personality to match, but now my whole package you think is a catch? will I be able to maintain all the weight that I have lost? will losing my weight be worth the cost? the cost of having to do all the things that I never could before? I cannot hide behinde my weight anymore.Working out and eating right seems like a chore.To answer the question is it worth it? yes it is.I will say it quick.No matter if I am treated differently by my friends and family I will do it all again.I want my kids to grow up with thier mom.I want them to think that I am the bomb.It does'nt matter about the whole world, it only matters about my little girls.To be successful is a big fear.So all the fears I have will be set aside so I can live life to the fullest with my kids.It will be an awsome ride....

I like that this rhymes! I'm thinking maybe they were al rhetorical questions but I'm just gonna say..... Yes, it is worth it!!

So many doubts to be had.
I have weighed twice of what I do today. I have stared death in the eyes - not in form of heart attacks or wrestling bears for that matter, but a slow, ungraceful death from obesity.
Is it worth losing weight? HELL YEAH! Trust me, my life has never ever been grander. I can do the things I dreams of. People take me much more serious when I talk. I can move without huffing and puffing. I can pick things up from the floor! I could find 1000 reasons, but you don't wanna read through them all (and some would be very intimate and personal). But trust me, please, don't let the doubt stop you when the going gets tough. Keep going. Be tough. It's 120% worth it- and then some.

You are an inspiration. Don't fear what others will think. A true friend will stick around forever! Your kids will look up to you more because of what you have done. Keep going, you can do it, and share your secrets, Whatever you are doing is working!